Colours and light appear to me when my eyes are closed, revealing moments that only I will ever see, in a phenomenon called phosphene which is generated by our visual system, the eyes and brains, that continue generating images when denied light. Like a camera set to record with the lens cap on.

When I experience these moments, the present blends with the past making a bridge between knowledge and emotion. Through the specks of coloured light these images are lost and found while at the same time creating a way to remember the fluidity of experience.

My mind sees connections in the fragments drifting in front of my eyes it holds the truth of my aloneness reminding me that we are carriers of the companions of our past, driven by repetition and circular activity.